NEW mum Kerry McKenna is bursting with happiness as she nurses her baby daughter Abigail after years of disappointment and heartbreak.
The 33-year-old, who gave birth in February, says: "She's perfect. I feel really blessed that we have her."
There was a time when Kerry and her 34-year-old husband Mike, a football commentator, from Long Eaton, feared they may never experience the joy of becoming parents. Overweight and with her biological clock ticking away, Kerry failed to conceive until she lost weight with the help of Slimming World.
She shed nearly 5st and was overjoyed to fall pregnant in December 2012 but there was heartbreaking news. "I paid for a private scan because I was so excited it had finally happened but they found no heartbeat and it was classified as a miscarriage which was absolutely devastating. We'd tried all this time just for it to be taken away again," she says.
When Kerry fell pregnant a second time in April last year, she was determined not to use the excuse of 'eating for two' and carried on, with the consent of her midwife, attending Slimming World. She says: "It was more about focusing on making sure I was eating the right foods and you get an extra allowance of calcium and fibre to make sure you're giving the baby everything it needs.
"Fruit gave me terrible indigestion so trying to get the healthy balance in was a little tricky at times but I relied on vegetables instead of fruit to make sure I got all the vitamins.
"My craving was water. I was drinking about three litres of water a day. I went off certain foods like chocolate and stodgy foods like pasta." Kerry put on 2st 7lbs – but this time she was happy with the weight gain.
"The wonderful thing was I looked pregnant. I was scared I'd that I was going to end up looking like a fat woman again and people wouldn't realise I was pregnant but it all went on the front and for once I felt like I actually looked good. I really liked how I looked. I think it suited me but then again I was just so happy that I had this lovely glorious bump and I could feel this little thing wriggling about inside me," she says.
Since Abigail was born at the Queen's Medical Centre on February 2, Kerry has already lost most of her baby weight and is well on her way to reaching her target of 11st 1lb, making her a size 10 to 12.
She had been at her heaviest, 16st 1lb and a size 20, when she joined the Toton branch of Slimming World in January 2011 after being advised by her doctor to slim down.
"I wanted to start a family. We'd tried for a year and nothing was happening so the doctor said 'the first thing you need to do is try and lose some weight'." It took some guts to walk through the door at the slimming group and she even kept it secret from members of her own family. Blaming her weight gain on convenience food after a busy day working full-time at the Boots headquarters in Beeston on the company website, she says: "It was frozen pizzas or pies or just the stuff you could throw in the oven at the end of the day. I was a proper connoisseur chef," she jokes.
"Lunch was a sandwich and crisps. I had Diet Coke thinking that made it a bit healthy but I was just kidding myself.
"I was a bit lazy in what I was eating. It was always about something quick and convenient." Once Kerry began her new eating plan, the pounds soon started to fall off and the following year she reached the final six in Slimming World's Woman of the Year district finals.
"It opened my eyes to being able to eat proper food. I thought it was going to be a diet but I realised quite quickly it's about eating proper balanced food. "It shocked me just how much food I could eat. I do enjoy my food, I have always had a big appetite – I still do but I never went hungry at all. It was great.
"Before I'd bought into the whole 'light' choices of brands and that if I ate the lower fat versions which pride themselves on being healthier, I thought that would help but I was kidding myself. I didn't understand the need for food and how I had to balance it all out."
Kerry believes she would still be childless if she hadn't lost weight. "There wasn't even any inkling of the possibility of falling pregnant until I'd lost the weight."
Members of the Slimming World class in Chilwell, which Kerry switched to a year after joining, have met Abigail.
Leader Kerry Ward says: "To see Kerry lose the weight and have Abigail after the miscarriage is lovely. She's the most beautiful baby. Kerry has done amazingly well and has been so dedicated. She only missed three weigh-ins – two before the birth and the week afterwards."
Slimming World is the only eating plan approved by the Royal College of Midwives. Kerry says: "We don't encourage pregnant women to lose weight but to eat healthily and keep active."
Kerry McKenna will be taking over as consultant of the Slimming World class at Old Lenton and Dunkirk Community Centre from July 7 at 7.30pm, with an additional session starting at 5.30pm.